May 30, 2011 <3LONG story SHORT…He is the boyfriend, Hwchee Johnny Lo. We’ve meet 4 years ago at the Hmong Lo Field playing Dodge Ball. I had a crush on him, he was my first crush, and he had had a crush on me and I also was his first HMONG crush. Somehow, we got each others numbers and talked on the phone all summer long from day till night? Aha we knew so much about each other, but there was something that I wasnt sure about.. I had found out that he liked another girl, so I decided that we are going to stop talking and have nothing with each other anymore. Between those years of not talking we seen each other but not much. I had boyfriends and he had girlfriends, he fell in love I fell in love. We meet each other at funerals, parties, and games and somehow, he ended showing up at my grandma’s house with my cousin helping my grandma and me fixing the chicken coop. After that, we just started talking again. Everything was well..I had falling to like someone and wanting to start something new.. we starting going out..and things begin to go downwards, because of me. I began to act different and being a bitch. sigh. After all the things I been through with my ex, I loved him a lot. I waited for him for 2 years (nuff said about him) I have someone already. I guess what I am so afraid of is falling in love and getting hurt. I am afraid to give in..letting someone hold my heart and breaking it again. I trusted him..but he broke it. I know that my boyfriend now tells me he wont..but I am afraid… I am being such a bitch that I am not showing him that I do like him a lot! I dont know how to say it, but I do like Hwchee Johnny Lo. I am started to miss him and think about him so much! I’m waiting and thinking about him and missing him so much. But I dont know, why I am being such an asshole? Ahh.. Hwchee Lo, you are my boyfriend and I am willing to be with you and try to work things out! I know it’s so hard for me to tell you these two words, “I’m sorry” but I am. You are trying your best to make me happy and change my mind that I can have someone like you to make me happy! I’m sorry, I am going to try my best each and everyday to be a better girlfriend. -Your girlfriend, Sunshine Song

May 30, 2011 <3
LONG story SHORT…He is the boyfriend, Hwchee Johnny Lo. We’ve meet 4 years ago at the Hmong Lo Field playing Dodge Ball. I had a crush on him, he was my first crush, and he had had a crush on me and I also was his first HMONG crush. Somehow, we got each others numbers and talked on the phone all summer long from day till night? Aha we knew so much about each other, but there was something that I wasnt sure about.. I had found out that he liked another girl, so I decided that we are going to stop talking and have nothing with each other anymore. Between those years of not talking we seen each other but not much. I had boyfriends and he had girlfriends, he fell in love I fell in love. We meet each other at funerals, parties, and games and somehow, he ended showing up at my grandma’s house with my cousin helping my grandma and me fixing the chicken coop. After that, we just started talking again. Everything was well..I had falling to like someone and wanting to start something new.. we starting going out..and things begin to go downwards, because of me. I began to act different and being a bitch. sigh. After all the things I been through with my ex, I loved him a lot. I waited for him for 2 years (nuff said about him) I have someone already. I guess what I am so afraid of is falling in love and getting hurt. I am afraid to give in..letting someone hold my heart and breaking it again. I trusted him..but he broke it. I know that my boyfriend now tells me he wont..but I am afraid… I am being such a bitch that I am not showing him that I do like him a lot! I dont know how to say it, but I do like Hwchee Johnny Lo. I am started to miss him and think about him so much! I’m waiting and thinking about him and missing him so much. But I dont know, why I am being such an asshole? Ahh.. Hwchee Lo, you are my boyfriend and I am willing to be with you and try to work things out! I know it’s so hard for me to tell you these two words, “I’m sorry” but I am. You are trying your best to make me happy and change my mind that I can have someone like you to make me happy! I’m sorry, I am going to try my best each and everyday to be a better girlfriend.

-Your girlfriend, Sunshine Song